Wow... what a whirlwind couple of weeks...
I have signed my papers, and am almost completely packed. I'll finish this week, move out this weekend, and do my damndest to enjoy my last few weeks as a civilian.
I'm thriving in this state, in some odd, bizarre way. It's almost as if the chaos of the moving is giving me an outlet for the emotional turmoil this life-change is bringing me. I thank God for it, and wonder what the hell I'm going to do for an outlet when I'm done.
There's a boy... unexpected, and uncharacteristic, and completely what I've needed. I'm blissfully off-balance, and intimidated as fuck. And I love it.
I'm happy. I'm ready for this. Bring it :)
I am so proud of you!!!!! I can only imagine what emotions you've been feeling the last few weeks with packing and moving. Sometimes it is definitely a good thing! You'll find the outlet you need when things are finished, you always do. There's a boy? That's awesome! I want to hear all about it when you come to visit. Love ya tons.
ReplyDelete